How to Get Up in the Morning (Starting at Night)


“Uuuuugh, five more minutes…” *five minutes later* “I guess I can take the later bus. Sure I’ll only be 15 minutes late so.”  Sound familiar? Ha, same. ಠ_ಠ  It’s just such a disappointing place to be in.

First it’s only not handing in your work, next, being late all the time, and finally, not having the motivation to get out of bed in the morning. It’s such a hard thing to get out of the habit of I can’t even tell you. ( ´△`)

What I am going to tell you though, is how you can improve to get cho’ motivation back from the depths of hell, so you can hopefully get back on track! ∩(︶▽︶)∩

This is my experience:

I started an Art & Design (post-school) college course in September. Our work as art students were not as much as I initially expected, so I was pretty much on top of everything. So as the weeks rolled on, the deadlines were BAM BAM in your face, one after the other with barely a week apart and things got real hectic real quick. I’m not sure when I started falling behind on things, but I realized soon that this was a problem. I started skipping classes, missing deadlines, then missing days because I was missing deadlines. Pretty soon, I was days and weeks behind on work that had to be done a long time ago.


And now, the golden rule to end unmotivated mornings:

☆Finish every day on a positive note☆

This simply means; When night falls (or when you’re about to call it a night)anything you enjoy doing, try discovering something new or exciting. and then, stop. For example: If you really love playing guitar, try to find a new really good note/sound that excites you and then put down the guitar and go to bed. This will make you look forward to the next day, thus making getting up in the morning more appealing. Get into the habit of this every day, it works on everything you like doing!

With this tip you will (I hope) find it easier to get up most mornings. If you’re present in (school, college, work) everyday, you will be more successful in catching up and fixing things you slipped up on.

Got a useful tip? Don’t be shy to comment on this post and share it with people! You never know, the smallest little hacks can be helpful to beat those morning blues 🙂

Thou has reached the end of this post! (∩´∀`)∩ Thanks for sticking with me!

Leila xx



Forgotten | A Poem


Autumn leaves they fall
They let go and they’re free
Winter comes
The first snow joins
You’ve forgotten about me

I remember not your voice
My thoughts of you they flee
All what for
You closed the door
You’ve forgotten about me

You’re the captain of my dreams
Where else would you be
I wish on hope
You’ve learned to cope
You’ve forgotten about me

And when I’m drowned down under
Deep under the sea
I’ll shut my eyes
My whisper cries
You’ve forgotten about me

What Would You Like to See? (Ideas for My Blog)

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Hello! c: it’s meee, I was wondering if- lawl

Umm yeah, I haven’t posted in like, 2 months which is a while >__>. Pretty much I didn’t post because I felt like nobody was reading (taken from my previous post). I’m not trying to complain or anything I just wasn’t in the right mindset 🙂 I know that in order to gain followers and comments I need to post more and patience is needed. Ah well.

In my very first blog entry I mentioned I will post general relatable stuff, opinions, tutorials and personal stuff, but what I’d be more interested in is what would you like to see here on my site? After all I’m here to entertain so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.

What I plan to do is post some of the above things (my ones what I just said) and your suggestions.

So I’m happy to take on board your ideas on what kind of things I should post, you are more than welcome to comment! (you are always welcome to comment btw if I didn’t already get that point across lol).

Thanks for reading ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ


My Awkward Phobias

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I never now what to say in the first few lines so I’ll just get started lol.

So phobias! There are so many types and names of phobias as you know. Names of all phobias here So phobias are pretty common and extremely annoying to people who have it, especially if you have an outrageously weird phobia that makes others be like “wtf”.

Here’s a handful of phobias that I have/had, *Btw I get weirder and weirder as you descend deeper into my blog ha, just so you’re prepared.

                                              Guitar Phobia

Now I know this isn’t part of the big ass list of phobias but it’s one that I used to have. Here, let me explain:

So basically up until about age 14 I was creeped out by guitars. All guitars, acoustic, electric, even ukuleles (or anything guitar shaped really). I find it really weird, and have only basic ideas of where it comes from. I guess (now this is only an idea) but it could have come from this time when my uncle was depressed and he always played his guitar and I may have associated guitars with an uneasy feeling. Until this day I don’t know, I mean fear of a musical instrument? Really?

                                           Drain/hole Phobia

This is probably more understandable and reasonable.

This, this I know exactly where it came from hah. I must have been around 2 or 3 years old and just started toilet training. My little ass was sitting on the edge of the seat holding mommy’s hand when I suddenly lost balance, and yep, I fell into the toilet bowl. I SCREAMED for my life and was probably mentally scarred after lol. Why is this relevant? Because ever since then, I’m terrified of drains and holes bigger than 2cm. It used to really interfere with my day-to-day life to the point where I wasn’t able to pull the plug after a bath. Although it eased a bit over the last few years, I can now even TOUCH drains ha.


If you can, resist the curiosity, looking it up on Google, it’s pretty gross.

Similar to fear of holes, this phobia isn’t known very well in real life, but on the internet it’s more popular. Info on trypophobia here It’s very common, disturbing, disgusting and somehow interesting. As my drain/hole phobia eased, so did my Trypophobia. I’m sure I’m not alone in this. Funny how the mind works huh?


Extremely common, like about 8/10 people have it I’m sure (just a guess), not rare at all! Spiders are most people’s big fear and me included. From Daddy-long-legs to Tarantulas, all too scary. *Insert too spooky for me image*

But yeah, do you have any strange phobias or awkward fears? I’d love to hear about it! Let me know in the comments. Thanks for reading 🙂 baiii!




A Little Intro to my Blog



Hi hoomans!

Welcome to my blog/site whatever you may call it ^-^. My name is Leila and I will be the person writing my blogs here 🙂

So I guess I’ll introduce myself a little,

I’m Leila, (18), Ireland, originally from Hungary and an only child (aall by myseeeelf). 5 foot 10, medium length honey brown hair and hazel eyes (colours including grey, green, blue, orange and light brown). Hobbies include painting, writing and playing music. Attending the very last year of secondary/high school (save me from this hell). I’m a friendly person who loves making new friends (even though I only have one friend in my entire life at the moment lol) but I do think I treat friends very well. Pretty much if you’re nice to me, I’m nice to you, simple as that ;3. I’ve got a good sense of humour, and specialize in sexual and toilet humour.

Okay enough about me, let’s see what I’ll be posting:

                   Things I’ll be posting

  • General relatable stuff (things that annoy me and you probs)
  • Opinions (can also be relatable)
  • Tutorials (art/drawing mainly)
  • Other (personal stuff and experiences)

Congrats! You’ve reached the end of this post 🙂 you bared with me x) I really hope you enjoyed this and hopefully enjoy the rest of my posts in future.

Thanks for reading, bye! 😀